I am so ridiculously fucked that I am reluctant to comprehend the full extent of how fucked I am. It's that type of "fucked" that I am not sure how to delineate. I have to write an Archaeology paper that I've had over a month to work on. Sadly, I've either been busy or lackadaisical, so naturally I've waited till the last few days to actually get it done. The worst part is, it's not like an English paper or some other paper where I can just bullshit my way through; This paper actually requires hard facts and journal articles to support them. Sure, I can bullshit a bit here and there, but overall I am screwed. Like, if I were to grade my own paper, I'd give myself an "F". I tried the online approach in gathering sources that would write my paper for me provided I fund them monetarily. This proved futile since a) I didn't have a paypal account with money in it, and b) I have to reflect my paper to learnings that I've done in class regarding other cultural philosophies, which, quite clearly, experts online can't provide. So, naturally, I am fucked with either approach and I have to find a solution quickly or else I am toast. I think it's highly unfair that it has come down to this. This semester has incredibly sucked thus far and I am not enjoying it the slightest bit. I literally wanted to hide in a corner and cry myself to sleep; that's how bad it's gotten.