I am a little less upset than I was yesterday. Somehow, and for what reason I can't really recall, I made a promise to her to not be affected by my unrequited passion. I made her feel bad yesterday but I couldn't help it. I am not used to giving a shit once my heart gets broken. It's tough though; it really is. I'll just have to feign niceness to her while I take my anger and frustrations out on something/someone else.

Current mood: jadedisappointed